{"id":37,"date":"2026-08-20T20:03:32","date_gmt":"2026-08-20T20:03:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/?p=37"},"modified":"2026-08-20T20:04:07","modified_gmt":"2026-08-20T20:04:07","slug":"the-start","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/?p=37","title":{"rendered":"The start"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">It is impossible to specify the exact moment when my burn-out started. In some ways, it has been building up since I was young, and I have had periods of not feeling well as long as I can remember.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">There is, however, a specific day I remember where things started to feel off. At the time, I was working on a very stressful project. Basically, I was given a task I did not know how to complete. My manager was working on 2 other projects simultaneously and did not have time to coach me. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I did not know how to complete the task, did not have anyone to express this to, and felt a deep sense of looming danger. I had a feeling that at some point, somebody would discover that I did not know what I was doing. As I had never &#8220;failed&#8221; in that sense ever before in my life, some sort of panic started to build up. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That weekend, when I woke up on a Sunday after a night out with friends, I felt &#8220;on&#8221; as soon as I woke up. My mind was racing when I knew I should be tired from a night out. From that point, everything was about to go further downhill.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It is impossible to specify the exact moment when my burn-out started. In some ways, it has been building up since I was young, and I have had periods of not feeling well as long as I can remember. There is, however, a specific day I remember where things started to feel off. At the &#8230; <a title=\"The start\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/?p=37\" aria-label=\"Read more about The start\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":38,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-37","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-my-story"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=37"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":39,"href":"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37\/revisions\/39"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/38"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=37"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=37"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thehappyconsultant.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=37"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}